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Letter 5 - your dreams

Dear Dreamswhenisleep,

Sorry for I tend to forget you a lot the second I wake up but please do know that I don’t want you to leave me. I think you’re punishing me right now for giving me such evol bad dreams recently. Please be nice to me again, I love you.

Love,

EJ

Dear Dreamsinmyheart,

I love you very much and you have this very nice and special place in my heart. I will never forget you. It saddens me though that you just live in my heart. I hope that one day, you’ll turn into reality and everything will be just like how I imagined it. Although it make take me awhile and a lot of hard work for that to happen, I really do hope and believe that you will turn into reality one day. Please remind me to never give up to turn you into reality and once you’re all real and true, please let me have new dreams to help my feet stay on the ground :).

Love,

EJ

~Day 09 — A photo you took

AC Relief Operations for Ondoy Victims :)

The teachers didn’t allow me to join this part because of all the carrying and due to my issues with my spine, I couldn’t carry all those heavy stuff :)) I was part of the people packing those small bags but they were just too much there and no one was on the registration place so they made me move there. Then, after awhile, when there were no more donations and people coming, I went to the toiletries place and help them pack stuff :).

I did not eat that day because my older sister said she’d drive me to Cafe Breton or Red Mango, never happened :| I got home, I was seriously dying super crazy for food =)))))))) I was like “MOMMIE! FOOOOOOD” =))))))))))))) but in the end, I ended up cooking my own food :| =)))))))) I hope a typhoon like that won’t come back to our country, it’s just too much torture :((. It was a fun experience though, the relief operations and helping and all but the flood itself, :| :| :|. Although my family was spared from the flood, I did have friends who had to go through it.

Anyways, I hope nothing this tragic will ever happen again, whether a flood, earthquake, fire, natural calamities. May be God does want to tell us things through these situations but I really hope He only uses it when it’s the very last choice he has.

Thanks to Enzo Roman’s camera :)

Letter 3 - your parents

Dear Mommie and Daddie,

         Sorry I’m a screw up. I know I’m not your dream daughter and whatever but I really love you guys even if I don’t show it much. Thanks for always being nice to me even in the worse situations. Mommie, thanks for buying me all the stuff I want even if I don’t really need it. Thanks for giving me all those clothes and shoes and nice stuff just to make me happy. Thanks for the unlimited chances you give me to prove myself. Daddie, thanks for picking me up all the time and waiting for me to get home every night. Sorry I’m not who you want/expect me to be. Thank you for not disowning me though. I love you guys :D. You probably won’t read this but if you do, I can imagine you guys “WT-WHAT IS THIS?!” =)))))))))))))))

Love,

ME :D

~Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad

I could not find a picture that makes me angry so I chose this for it makes me sad.

As a child, I didn’t care how the world was going around and I just enjoyed life. I didn’t even care about Agie thumb-sucking beside me. I was just happy to live and everything could be healed by a band-aid and ice cream back then.

In growing up we tend to forget the true essentials in life and yes, there are so much times when I wish I could just go back to being a little girl again, when everything was sound and perfect and my only problem was finishing my food and sleeping on time.

Letter 2 - your crush

Dear ______,

You jerk, go to hell, you are not worth liking :|

Love,

    rawr!

~Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy

My username isn’t icecreamfroyo for no reason :)). Ice cream makes me happy and so does froyo :). It’s always what I look forward to everyday :). I don’t care if people tell me I’ll be fat with all the ice cream I’m eating, I’m happy, let me be :-j =)). Also, it’s really one of those things I just want to eat to make me feel better or lighten up my mood, this world would be a sad place without ice cream and froyo :(

Letter 1 - your best friend

Dear SuMikeeRanaJenny,

      Since you guys are all my best friends :). No matter how noisy and annoying I can be, you’re there when I need you :) You guys ACTUALLY LISTEN TO MY KWENTOS :)) Don’t lie, I know you do =))))))))))) Well, to the important ones :)).

      Our group is really small but I think it made us all closer to each other :) we all know what would make each one of happy. We all know the kind of food each one would love to eat, we all know each other’s fantasies [sex&thecity=))] we all know each other from the inside to the outside and even if sometimes, there are things we don’t like about each other, we learn to accept for we are more than just friends to each other :).

Rana,

You’ve been my friend ever since, ever since. You believed in every single thing I thought I could do. You we’re always there for each one of us. Whether we need someone to finish our baon or share a story to but, you also, you need us the most too and we’re always here for you :). I know that you have a lot of things to face at our age, I know that there are so much things you’d want for you and your family and I’m sure one day you’ll achieve all those dreams for you, Rana, you’re you. You’re strong.

Mikee,

Ahh the days =)). We were close, drifted apart, close again and drifted apart again and now close again :)). Among all of us, you’re the one who knows yourself the most. Well, that’s what I see :)). You’re also the one who lightens up my mood, awww :)) and your the one with the best food everyday :)). You’re the most creative and sporty among all of us also, I’d like to say that you’re the funniest one :). You can make all the serious things funny but at the same time you know your limits. I know that you still kinda don’t know what to take up for college but you do have ideas and all but just remember, wherever you end up, it’s because God thinks that’s what’s best for you and we’ll always be here for you :D.

Su Mei,

Among everyone in our group, it took me awhile to be close to you but after 3rd year, I’m closer to you \:D/ YAAAY :)) I’m happy I was able to know you better and be closer to you :). Among all of us, you’re the one who’s more responsible. Teachers trust you coz they know they can rely on you. You’re not a mediocre, specially when it comes to projects, all of you guys, you’re projects are like :O:O:O then mine is like :|. See =))))))))))). But also, I think, among all of us, you’re the one who has the biggest capacity to make all her dreams come true and I’m sure that you will :)

Jenny,

Last but definitely not the least. You’re the nicest and most generous among us all. I don’t know how someone can be that generous, I swear :)). You’re also the one who’s rather shy among us all but your heart, ish so big! I swear :)). You’re also the most diligent among us all. I know you want to get into UP so badly and I know you will. Jenny, I think among us all you’ll be the one who’ll be very blessed for your kindness and humility and I know, that when you’ve reached all your dreams and all, you’ll still be the same nice and humble Jenny but by then, your heart will be really humongous :)).

YOU GUYS, ILOVEYOU ALL »»>:D««<

~Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy

I’m supposed to be done with this ages ago but life didn’t permit me to finish it on time :)) So here I am, trying to go back to the part where I stopped and now continuing it.

Happiness, food and love. It would be weird for me to say “need I say more” because I will always, always have something to say :)) but when it comes to these things, I think it’s really self-explanatory :)

I’ll try doing the letter challenge with this too :D

School just started and yes, I am feeling the senior vibes :)). First 3 days of school and yes, we have an okai amount of homework but my work load right now is like… @-). I really have to finish a lot of things and yes, this school year will be stressful but it will be awesome! =))

SCB-A’s performance was awesome :> I actually can’t wait for club selling :)) COZ OF ALL THE HARD WORK I POURED ON THAT THING I MADE =))

I actually like my place \:D/ I sit at the 2nd row at the middle column :D. I’ve never been in the middle :( I did for like, 2 months in 2nd year and it was fun coz I see everything :)) So yeah, now I’m in the middle again \:D/ I see everything! =)) Although I do wish I was seated near my friends coz I ask stuff from them specially when I miss notes [because I write slow :(] and also when I fall asleep, Rana actually cares enough to wake me up :)) Which sometimes annoys me but hey, it’s for my own good :> =))))))))))))) I HOPE I GET THE LC’S I CHOSE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE :))

UP Applications are due today :)) Ms. Tei is probably there now giving our applications. I’m scared to death for this year because of my fear of NOT GETTING INTO THE UNIVERSITY I WANT and RESEARCH PAPER :)) I’m actually confident that I can graduate :) I’m hoping for the best :). I don’t think I’m that bad to not graduate so yeah :)).

It was like yesterday when I first entered AC as a kinder student, for some reason, we didn’t have to wear our uniform so my mom dressed me up in one of those dresses she’d buy for me. As a child, my mom had this passion for dresses for me and my sisters. I remember all the pretty dresses I had when I was younger and how poofy they were :)). Also my ruffled socks and when I turned 4, my first pair of red heels :)). School was so easy then and I barely had anything to think about.

14 years later, here I am. Discerning on my future as I go to college and leave the school which has been home to me for nearly forever. My batch mates and friends who I grew up with and shared almost my whole life with :)). In my last year in AC, I wanna make things awesome :)) Well, awesome-er than usual :)) and as I leave, I’ll forever remember the people I shared my high school days with because just like what they say “Your high school friends are your friends for life” so as my life goes on after this school year, I’ll always have my AC friends in my heart :)

Yes, I’m thinking about college courses and what I’ll end up to be that’s why I wrote this blog this way :))

I was trapped in Lotte World for a couple of hours only but I’ve been trapped by food for like, forever now :((

I am so fat now :(( I think I should stop my truffle everyday thing but the thing is, once you start, it’s hard to stop :((. Korea did make me fat but me cooking everday, makes me fatter :(( Specially when I make something really yummy :(( Also, I surprisingly have more time to spare now and more alone than I ever am so I keep eating :(( I really don’t know why I get more hungry now than I ever did. Plus I can’t jog that much coz of the rain :|. I don’t want to get rained on :(. I do wanna play in the rain but with my friends or something. Everything’s really not going so well with me right now @-)

Hello tumblr my love :)) I’m sorry I haven’t been updating you much, anyways…

Life. I’m surprisingly speechless right now :)) Everything’s just…Blaaaah :))

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